This will be short because I have a lot of lab reports to write, orders to list down and a whole chapter of Chem to review for but I must talk about this in an attempt to convince myself that it can be conquered: I hate Chemistry. I hate it with a passion. And yet, it seems to balance my life out. There are so many things that I'm grateful for and a lot of the time I feel like I don't deserve these things. I've noticed that a lot of well-off people will talk about how their success was hard-earned and a lot of less fortunate people will talk about how they don't deserve where they are but the truth is we all get some good things we don't deserve and fail at other things we work hard for. Sometimes, we don't deserve what we get and that's why everyone is so angst-ridden. Anyway, the past year has been wonderful and a lot of the time I feel like I don't deserve it--I have this blog and my store (I get to do what I like for a living, in short) + a loving boyfriend + great friends + I still have to write (the love of my life)--because there are a lot of people out there way more talented than me who are working at Mc Donald's or ringing up bags at the Department Store so yeah. Even if I hate Chemistry, it makes sense that it exists.
Thankfully, I drank a lot of (great) coffee this morning--it doesn't look like I'll be heading to bed tonight, what with everything that I have to do. Wish me luck! To everyone celebrating National Heroes' Day tomorrow--have fun! To my fellow Taft-goers (both LaSallian and Benildean, if it applies) goodluck with everything and I hope we make it through these coming weeks of hell.
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